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[31 Jul 2005|06:15pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

Well I'll follow you forever
When you lead me by the nose
On another big adventure
I suppose.

Won't you sing me your poetry,
Won't you take me to your home
Won't you be for me forever so I'll never be alone....

heaven sent 3 angels to watch over me

[15 May 2005|08:16pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Wrapping up October

Word: Saxon
Website: Dance of Desire
Color: Black
Song: She Blinded me with Science
Event: Halloween
Person: Mabhe NilBraugh
Food: Muffins
Animal: Parrot
Feeling: blue!
Drink: Sprite
Item: Needle
Movie: Pirates of the Carribean
Phrase: "I should have gotten a niffler!"
Moment: Costuming

heaven sent 2 angels to watch over me

Monday, the Moon-day, MMMOOOOONNNNNNDDDAAAAAYYYY [26 Mar 2005|10:07am]
[ mood | happy ]

Jake sent me a letter!!!!! XD!!!! I miss him so much. Meh. It hurts.

pasted in da letter!!!Collapse )

Such a sweetheart... I'll draft a reply in here sometime.

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[26 Feb 2005|10:54am]
[ mood | blue! ]

Hi. Long time no write. Anyway, I finally tried out that blue hair dye! Here's some pictures:

blue haired me!Collapse )

So, the Nuriko is coming well! TEE HEE HEE!!!!!!! Lol lol lol. And only I will understand....

heaven sent 3 angels to watch over me

[11 Feb 2005|02:59pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

Hey Uncle Albus (wait he asked me not to call him that... oops) has a journal now!!! Sweeeeeeet. Yeah, he's my great-uncle on my mum's side. He was there when I was born ~.^

Oh, but that's embarassing! Anyway... not much has been going on. Yeah. Been working on Nuriko.... it's so much fun. When I test the hair dye, I'll post a pic.

heaven sent 1 angel to watch over me

Wednesday, Oct 4 [02 Feb 2005|05:15pm]
[ mood | weird ]

Teaching is a bitch. Started to teach tarot to the fourth years... might as well jump off a cliff. Maybe I'll switch the curriculum around next year, I'm really getting tired of their immaturity.

In other news, Mabhe said she'd come and sleep in my rooms tonight... slumber party! Yayyyy! And Halloween's coming up too. My favorite holiday! ~.^

Costume: Nuriko from Fushigi Yugi. No one will get it, but at least I will be amused. Yes, I just changed it... well, I just changed my mind.

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Tuesday, October 3rd [31 Jan 2005|02:34pm]
[ mood | amused ]


Word: Seraphim
Website: Into the Fire
Color: Crimson
Song: 99 red balloons
Event: Dinner with Evan
Person: Evan Ramsey
Food: Granny Smith apples
Animal: Doe (female deer)
Feeling: Butterflies
Drink: Butterbeer
Item: Chalk
Movie: Lord of the Rings
Phrase: "That would be lovely."
Moment: an interesting dinner with a certain someone

Hogsmeade isn't for another month and a half but everyone's abuzz over it. Hey Mab, d'you wanna make Halloween costumes together? It's something I always do ~.^

heaven sent 2 angels to watch over me

[30 Jan 2005|05:33pm]
[ mood | numb ]

Dinner with Professr Ramsey was pleasant, but uneventful. I'm glad he believed that I was really saving him by taking him away from dinner - even though what had been scheduled to happen didn't happen... because I changed things.... oh the life of a Seeress!

I've been so worried. There's darkness in the future, a horrible darkness, and I don't know what to do. I talked to Albus the other day. Sometimes I feel he is the only I can talk to.

And yet..... I look at the students of Hogwarts and I see a future. I see them all so shining and beautiful and I know that in time, they will all change and be broken by what is to come. They all have darkness in their future, especially the ones that mean the most - I am speaking of the famed Marauders. Yes, they have darkness in their future, but they will have light as well. Oh, but sometimes I wish I could just see them as they are and not what they will become!

Albus asked of my brother today. Theo graduated last year, and I haven't really talked to him since. I had mentioned that I thought him and Mabhe, that third year I absolutely adore, would get along. Perhaps too well. Albus had that funny smile on his face.

I'll stay at school over Christmas break... as per the usual. My home is across the ocean in D.C., it'd be useless to return.

But I am philosophical today! Perhaps it's the late-night scrying and omens I'm starting to see. What's WITH me? I don't want to be clouded, I want to know, so I isolate myself.... but when I know, I feel so sad. Isn't there a happy medium? And yes, I meant that both ways.

I can't be hyper anymore. It's bothering me. I feel ... metaphysical. >_<. I'm going to see if I can chat with Frank for a while... he's worried about the future, as am I. Fucking future. Goddamnit... lol why do I always end up cursing? It's just me ~.^ whee.

** screened **

... but it's a lie, isn't it? Nothing happened. Of course nothing happened... except it could so easily have happened. All he would have had to do is say the word and I would be his forever.... I haven't seen him since then. I havne't been out of my tower except at night since then. Is that wrong? I want him so badly. And Hogsmeade is coming up.... which means only first and second years will be hanging around morosely in the common rooms, and ... damn, damn, damn. We were talking about John Donne, see, and I was so surprised that he knew of a Muggle author... and a Muggle author that I love. Shit! I think I'm starting to fall for him. SHIT MONKEYS!

** unscreened **

I've got to prepare for NaNoWriMo. After Halloween, I start writing. Oh, the joys!

heaven sent 4 angels to watch over me

[25 Jan 2005|09:06am]
[ mood | silly ]

Well, since everyone's jumping on the bandwagon and posting pics, I might as well =^..^= (and by everyone I mean Evans and Black)

Note: I really don't like cameras, hate them in fact, but Jake gets a kick out of taking my picture >_< god Jake just die. JUST KIDDING!!! actually, please don't die......

they're not quite as sexalicious as Bella's, but...Collapse )

Yeah, so all my pics turned out strangely sexy... though not quite as obvious as Bella's. Lol!


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[22 Jan 2005|04:28pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

I'm very worried about this Death Eater group I hear so much about. Every time I hear their name, I get this frission down my back. But I can't tell, I can't tell what's going on. !!!!!!!

How frustrating is this? Now that important things are happening, my Inner Eye seems to be obscured. Shit monkeys!

I should probably go back to Tibet. I was there for a few years, and everything seemed so much simpler, so much clearer. Perhaps I'll go over the summer and sort out this turbulence in my mind. >_< This school, I think, is also starting to affect me... I wish I didn't love people so damn much!

I've warned Dumbledore, and for now that's the best I can do. God, I wish I was more attuned to the wizarding world....... I wish, I wish, fuck this, fuck that, I know it's selfish, but it's me.


That's the best damned idea I've had all day.

In other news, I'll be seeing Evan tonight... much to the chagrin of the female students. I still haven't found out who told me, but Alice says she heard it from Bellatrix who heard it from Narcissa, so I suppose I'll have to resort to the old-fasioned gossip trains ^^

Fact: It is not a date.

Fact: I don't want it to become a date.

Fact: I have too many men in my life.

Fact: Shit, I know I had another one.... oh well, three's a number.

"Take this man to prison," the man heard Herod say,
And then four squads of soldiers came and carried him away.
Chained up between two watchmen, Peter tried to sleep,
But beyond the walls an endless prayer was lifting for his keep.
Then a light cut through the darkness of a lonely prison cell,
And the chains that bound the man of God just opened up and fell,
And running to his people before the break of day,
There was only one thing on his mind, only one thing to say:

Angels watching over me, every move I make,
Angels watching over me!
Angels watching over me, every step I take,
Angels watching over me!

God only knows the times my life was threatened just today.
A reckless car ran out of gas before it ran my way.
Near misses all around me, accidents unknown,
Though I never see with human eyes the hands that lead me home.
But I know they're all around me all day and through the night.
When the enemy is closing in, I know sometimes they fight
To keep my fight from falling, I'll never turn away.
If you're asking what's protecting me then you're gonna hear me say:

Got His angels watching over me, every move I make,
Angles watching over me!
Angels watching over me, every step I take,
Angels watching over me....

Angels watching over me....
Angels watching over me.

Got His angels watching over me, every move I make,
Angels watching over me!
Angels watching over me, every step I take,
Angels watching over me!

Angels watching over me,
Angels watching over me,
Angels watching over me,
Angels watching over me!

Though I never see with human eyes the hands that lead me home....

heaven sent 5 angels to watch over me

[17 Jan 2005|08:16pm]
[ mood | furious ]

All right. Now I'm pissed.

SOMEONE found out that Evan Professor Ramsey and I are having dinner Friday night. SOME ONE. I don't know how, and I don't know who, but if it's anything against the school rules, they WILL feel my wrath.

I think I'll be doing some scrying tonight... heh heh heh.

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[16 Jan 2005|07:40am]
[ mood | chipper ]

First day of classes:

8:00 - breakfast. Already got a letter from Jake. He's not used to owl post but he's coming along finely. Armand was quite interested in the letter... it was typed. Jake types everything o_O.

9:00 - the Gryffindor/Hufflepuff 5th years. It was okay, considering I knew them all and I wasn't really concerned with OWLs in Divination so they were glad not to hear the word come out of my mouth once ^^ but I'll bring it up on Thursday.

10:30 - the Ravenclaw/Slytherin 3rd years. Ooo!! >_<. If they don't want to be here, DON'T TAKE THE CLASS. That's why it's an elective!! God >_<. The Slytherins are the absolute worst... They sit there and make fun of me the whole time. They would pull all sort of magical tricks (and they tried at first) but then they realized that I knew exactly what they were going to do before they did it. I knew about five minutes in advance, actually... but I can't tell them until they have the idea in their mind. >_< I hate the ones who do something immediately after they think of it, rather than mull it over for a minute or so. But the Ravenclaws are darlings, and there's this one girl named Turret, Samantha Turret... she's really interested in the Divine arts, maybe I'll have her for NEWT later.

12:00 - LUNCH. Sat between Dumbledore and Evan Ramsey. Dumbledore was a crack whore, are usual... kidding, Albus. Evan was rather quiet. I do hope he lasts, Dumbledore says DADA teachers have a reputation for being evanescent.

1:00 - the NEWT 6th years! Great class. We ended up testing my Sight to see how far into the future I could tell... Well, it WAS a lesson on blocking one's destiny for the Sight, and I have it pretty strong so if they can tune me out they can definitely be safe. Suffice to say, no one succeeded. Though Alice almost did... but she underestimated my exposure to randomness...and from there we had a huge discussion about chaos and order and how that all relates to Divination... ^^ whee.

2:30 - Double NEWT class with the 7th years. I had Evangeline magic away the tables so we could all sit on the floor, and then we had a LONG discussion about the future and choices and life and everything. We talked about how ready everyone was for the real world, and I talk about Muggle life, because some had never taken Muggle Studies and they need to know. Wizards can't just bundle themselves up in a cottage in the woods anymore. The discussion, which I hadn't meant to take up all three hours, was eminently satisfying and quite a good end to my first day back.

5:30 - Went back to my rooms and debated whether I should hang myself out the window or someone else... Did I mention?... Oh maybe not. Oops! What Alice did was, all of a sudden she lunged for Evan Rosier and was halfway to the window when I realized that she was going to hang him out by his heels. Luckily I got there in time... what is it with those two? Like two cats with two comfy cusions fighting so they can have both... anyway I need to hang someone by their heels. Oh AL-bus... just kidding! I'll see who'd be willing at the staff table tonight.

6:00 - Dinner. Ate food. Not much to be said there.

6:30 - worked on lesson plans, etc. Missing my Playstation already *tear*. I started to work on some Dungeons and Dragons stuff... Maybe I can get a session running here, among the staff or maybe even the students.

7:00 - no one wanted to be hung out the window so I decided a cat would do. I have three of them - Shadow, Snapdragon, and Dewdrop... I knew better than to use any cat but Shadow. Snapdragon would eat me whole, Dewdrop would give me a cute sad face, and Shadow... heh Shadow was like, whatever. I should have called him Squall.

And that was, essentially, my day. Oh joy *waves flag*.

Hast Du etwas Zeit für mich
Dann singe ich ein Lied fuer Dich
Von 99 Luftballons
Auf ihrem Weg zum Horizont
Denkst Du vielleicht grad' an mich
Dann singe ich ein Lied fuer Dich
Von 99 Luftballons
Und dass sowas von sowas kommt

99 Luftballons
Auf ihrem Weg zum Horizont
Hielt man fuer UFOs aus dem All
Darum schickte ein General
Eine Fliegerstaffel hinterher
Alarm zu geben, wenn es so war
Dabei war da am Horizont
Nur 99 Luftballons

99 Duesenjaeger
Jeder war ein grosser Krieger
Hielten sich fuer Captain Kirk
Das gab ein grosses Feuerwerk
Die Nachbarn haben nichts gerafft
Und fuehlten sich gleich angemacht
Dabei schoss man am Horizont
Auf 99 Luftballons

99 Kriegsminister
Streichholz und Benzinkanister
Hielten sich fuer schlaue Leute
Witterten schon fette Beute
Riefen: Krieg und wollten Macht
Mann, wer haette das gedacht
Dass es einmal soweit kommt
Wegen 99 Luftballons

99 Jahre Krieg
Liessen keinen Platz fuer Sieger
Kriegsminister gibt es nicht mehr
Und auch keine Duesenflieger
Heute zieh ich meine Runden
Seh die Welt in Truemmern liegen
Hab' nen Luftballon gefunden
Denk' an Dich und lass' ihn fliegen

heaven sent 5 angels to watch over me

[14 Jan 2005|05:25pm]
[ mood | creative ]

And the new layout is complete, featuring my favorite pony, Crystal Ball. Wonder why she's my favorite... o_O lol anyway.

Love is worth forgiving for
Now I realize
Everything worth living for
Is there in his eyes.

Everything worth living for
Is there...

In his eyes.

heaven sent 2 angels to watch over me

[14 Jan 2005|04:20pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

An Overview of August:
Word: Oblique
Website: This site has been blessed by the Gods
Color: Green...... >_<
Song: 'This is the Moment' - Jekyll and Hyde
Event: My 25th birthday ^^
Person: Paul Jacob Jingle-Heimer Schmitdz (or, rather, Paul Jacob Schmidtz trying to be funny)
Food: Sushi mm delish.
Animal: Carrot Pony!
Feeling: Awake (not awakened, just not half asleep for once! ^^)
Drink (a new one!): Vodka - to celebrate my making it through the first year of teaching and getting ready for a second! Thanks Jake I was drunk for a week.
Item: Motorcycle
Movie: The Lion in Winter (whaat? ^^)
Phrase: "Jake are you talking to yourself again?"
Moment: Getting a critical miss with an explosive arrow and blowing up the whole wall underneath me... errr... DnD with Jake.

As you can see, my August was a good one. I went to visit my DC gang buddies! Jake dyed his hair green >_< not sure how I feel about that... I mean, it looks damn good on him but it's GREEN

And another year begins! I've been at Hogwarts for a few days now... Evan was kind enough to help me set up >_< dear God what I wouldn't do to be magical.

heaven sent 1 angel to watch over me

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